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Covaan_Meshuga -> RE: I have a question. (8/13/2008 12:24:44 AM)
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Well, I, for one, don't think you to be "dumb" at all. I think you are a serious woman with a desire to please G-d, to do what is right before Him, to be what you should be before Him. If not, why in the world would you ask such a question? Here's one thing you can do. Go to Crosswalk's "Search the Bible" and use "blasphem*" to do a keyword search. What you will find is that blaspheming the L_rd includes cursing Him, cursing His Name, and acting (believers acting) in such a way as to shame Him. This is going to be very, very disheartening to you, Beach, because who hasn't done these things? It tears me up when I realize that sure, He has cleaned up my mouth, my language, and no, I don't say "bad words," but I have two little boxes in my car (http://forums.crosswalk.com/Attitudes+%26+Habits%3a+want+to+join+me%3f/m_3538588/mpage_2/tm.htm#3693962) for the times when I have the attitudes that produce those words in some people. What's the difference? But I come running to the L-rd in repentance. It tears me up, too, when I speak sharply to someone who never deserved it -- and who am I to judge that anyone "deserves" it? So again, I come running to the L-rd in repentance, for cleansing. But let's look at someone in the Bible. What about David? He is a prime example. Beach, you and I know that he did some pretty awful things. Yet G-d said that David was a man after His own heart. I have wondered how David could be that? Here is one thing I have seen. David did those awful things, shaming G-d horribly (!), and he could go for awfully long periods without facing his sins, but Every Time he finally saw what he had done, he went running to the Father in deep grief, mourning over his sins, accepting the consequences, understanding and acknowledging that G-d is just. If you read the Scriptures using "blasphem*", you will see that the penalty for blasphemy is death. Plain and simple -- death. But again, look at David. What made the difference? Repentance and grace. G-d showed His mighty grace to David and all the others who truly believed in Him throughout the Bible, or they would not have been those victors, those mighty people we can look back at. And remember that repentance isn't "I'm sorry" and doing it again; repentance is turning from that sin, determined that by the grace of G-d, you will not return to it. The more, the longer you grow in the L-rd, the more sure your steps will be sure.
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